You

I'm with another. And yet you remain in my thoughts.
I'm with another. And yet it is you who i want to call when i pick up the phone.
I'm with another. And yet it is your face i look for in the crowd.
I'm with another. And so are you.

WHY DO I ?

All my friends said you are not good for me, they said it's for the best.
So why do i keep on coming back to you ?
Sneaking and gaming
Lies and half-truths
Maybe you did not break my heart enough the first time
Maybe you need to smash it before i accept you are toxic
How did a fling turn into a major love affair ?
God ! i just want to get over you.

SAME GIRL !

Our Place !
Our Song !
Our Dance !
Can't believe you took the woman you left me for to our favourite restaurant,
listening to our favourite song and dancing with her the way you danced with me.
Snap ! leap of joy ! you're missing me !
You wish your new chick is me !

I will not break up with you

Push me, Pull me, Tease me

the beginning of perturbation

Here's what i don't get

She didn't love you... She didn't want you...

So you got her a ring

what are we doing? where are we going?

Should you ever ask a guy where you are headed? Is it ever appropriate?

Cos there is a school of thought that says, if you have to ask, the answer is the negative.

Then there are those who think you should know cos being in a relationship is an investment.

There is something about asking that makes you seem desperate.

MJ

the man taught me to dance without knowing it is gone. cant believe it. and there is noone here for me to talk. about time i moved on. about time i forgot. let his death be the death of my missing her. of my idiotic grieving. no more walking around, doing what i have to with no feelings no emotions.

thanks MJ in your death i have been brought back to life