Merry Christmas everyone
It feels though, that that which the Grinch cdnt do, the economy and heartbreak have done!

Missing you.

I saw you with her,
Walking down the street
Stealing kisses and laughing.
You looked happy,
And am sad.
Sad at what i lost.
I took you for granted.
Did not understand how much you loved me,
Until i lost you to another.
I hope she loves you the way you deserve.
I hope she treats you good.
I miss you.
I saw you with her
And am still crying.

Back i am! And counting!

Its hard to explain why i have not been writing
Lets just say the universe has not been aligning properly for me to write
Yes o! I may not believe in chi (qi) and such, but i do know sometimes, you just need to be at peace to write
It doesnt mean you have to be happy, it just means you have to be at peace
It doesnt mean you have to be free, it just means you have to be at peace
And in my case, there is also the fact that i need my desk placed at the perfect place!

I moved a table at the Top Radio studios from where it was to another spot, and now i feel i can write a letter to Santa, you and everyone else in between!
But let this not be the storm before the calm o!

So knock on wood, i am back!
Forgive that i was gone so long, some things could not be said
Forgive that i ignored you, some thoughts could not be s.h.a.r.ed
But back i am!

Lets make the last days count!

Reconciliation

So we're talking again
We're laughing like before
So much to talk about, so much to say
Again you're on my mind, and it seems I'm on yours
And here we are, holding hands
We inch in closer and closer to each other
We kiss. Lightly. Then deeper. And deeper
Those old feelings. The longing. They all come rushing back
Your body feels as wonderful as it used to
Touching you. Making you make those sounds
You making me make those sounds
Oh yeah! the passion is still there
We fall asleep in each others' arms
Wake to start all over again.
In the morning we both wake smiling, still cuddling
We get up and go make breakfast. Still talking. Still laughing.
I go to take a shower. You join me :)
I leave you smiling.
How could I not after that wonderful kiss goodbye


I get home. But the feeling doesnt last
We've been here before, and I know how this goes
I'm trying to live in the moment and enjoy this
But I know its just a show and the real you is waiting
So what do I do? Whats my next step?
Do I end this now? Or enjoy every single moment?
Oh fuck it!
Make up sex is the shit anyway.......

Dial My Number

I wish you would call.
I know I said I never wanted to see you again.
I know I deliberately cut you out my life
But I wish you would miss me
I wish you would damn the consequences and call me
I wish I were on your mind as you so obviously are on mine
Yeah yeah I know I said I wanted you gone
I still do, but I wish you'd try to change my mind
I want you, want you really bad
Want you out of my head, but here with me
Want to hear your voice and see your face
I really really wish you would call

Pity Party

I dumped you, so you called all your guys
showed them all my love notes and letters
Big pity party !
How about if i call my girls
And tell them about your understanding of kissing
Did i say kissing ? more like face rape !
With you the tongue is a weapon of mass destruction !
The way you think the breast is a mountain you have to climb
The way you think the g spot is an holy grail you can never find !
Dude , lots of guys find it !
It's just 2 inches from where you think it is !
How you turned Marathons into sprint
Am lucky if i get 2 minutes
I deserve an Oscar for my moans !
And you wonder why i dumped you !
I should call my girls
Time for a big pity party !

So you dumped me for a super sized me?
I mean come on!